Hush hush

As usual for me this week. Staying back every single day in skulz. Still wandering around till night ytd with my skulz uni oh no ! Prelims in less than 4 weeks but my mind is not switch to study mode yet. Do not want my grades to turn out bad either but can't help it myself too. Whats with me, I don't seemed to be bothered at all hahah that's worrying me. I really wanna get over with this whole 'o' level crap. I guess results don't really matter to me anymore, see how it goes along the way. Out in the evening later, the feelings are coming back again whoa ! Means I have to ensure all homework done and revision topics to be covered to avoid all the worrying thoughts from haunting me. Weekends ahead, enjoy!

Always, all ways <3

My heart felt so much lighter and better now after having this hearty conversation. Talked about almost every things which came into our mind love, life, things happening around us and most importantly friendship that we are really afraid of losing. These really made us cleared all the doubts inside us. The biggest mistake of you are that you have been worrying too much all this while my dear no one will change and drift away from you maybe there will be some. Hahah you have to quit the habit of going into deep thoughts every little secs otherwise it will cause you to be in a devastated state. But, somehow I'm really amazed about our friendship all this while, it will definitely keep going so get rid of all the bad thoughts from your mind. Even though, I will meet some new people around me when time goes by, but I will never be those type who forgets about past friendship easily. Always be the best breastie in my lyfe from now till the end ! Always treated everything around us as a joke laughing at every little single things and didn't show the seriousness side of us ahaha making people feel really angry with us at times why are we always laughing non stop. Shall made a deal between us from now onwards you know what i mean bby. It was really fortunate to meet you in my lyfe, best gift ever. This post is really mushy after all !

Stay right here with me

I have been dreaming much much lately making me drift away from reality ow ow ! Omg, came to realise that skulz will be ending in barely a few months time and this will fully mark an end to our sexcondary skulz days people. And I gotta to say there goes all my shitty fun crazie unforgettable times with all my dear mates. Thats what everyone would feel too right. But it will be so amazing upon seeing everyone getting started with their new chapter of their life too. Enjoying every single skulz days with me now till the end ^n^

Unchanged .

Weather was being sucha burden today. Out with my feet's soaked in a puddle of rainwater. Hahah have to keep depending on my Sissie to let me hold on to her as my flip flops can really make me flyyy scary. Met cuzzy, have a good old time with her. Amusing that we have so much to say without pausing though we often meet yep ! Have not been reaching out for my Schulz works these weekends, why? Its really depressing to know. Felt so jumpy, it seemed that the time left for me are so much taken away. Really have to get started from now, I must. Here I go, off to dig out all my long lost tons of assignments and work on it, oh wish me luck. BAI !

Feel my heartbeat

Woohoo ! getting really eggcitied after having conservation with cuzzies earlier just now, we mentioned of travelling at the end of the year just the girls, parents are not not allow to tag along that will definitely make the whole trip even more enjoyable do you feel the same as me. Ow ow to which countries, it is not fix yet we shall see. It always felt so so great to be in another country where we get to be more lay back and tend to forget all our worries and troubles. Hunnie, we must carry out with our evil plan allrighty, BKK' 09 hahah its coming on the way. Blame it on my sissie and her bff for not wanting to bring us along with them ahaha omg whatever responsibilty. Mommie's breastieday on the way, plz await for my surprise im giving you luv !

Way back ...

My last visit to ECP was during the last class outing. Have a strong urge to get there rigggght now plz to do some working out because my stomach just felt like a balloon after eating a giant's meal that might explode any sooner. Always wanted to attempt on learning roller blading but it was continually a say and no do. Partly, I was being held back by my fears always having unpleasant thoughts thinking my face would be ruined once I fell out of balance. Worst still, S's incident caused me to hesitate even more now. Hahah no way am I going to take this risk, rather stick to my swimming or cycling. Prolly, one day when I am able to get that foolish thoughts out of my mind. I've been having this strong desire to get rid of my clothes that some were no longer suitable or bought at impulse and earn big monnies but it seemed a hard thing yea tephie you faced it too. Heheh we gotta make it big at some fleas coming up soon. Whoohoo long weekends coming up, get to chillz and lay back. Take me on the floor .

Buzzzz

grassypatch <3

I'm getting out of my mind. Dread fnn, is really threatening me. Having sleepless nitez for these passed two days jsut becoz of this killer. Oh well, i really gotta come up with my own personal study schedule to keep myself going. Have you ever wonder what wil it be like after your O people, on how unusual and wild everyone may turn out to. Oh man, I have too many wants that can't be granted yet. Its so unexpected that Brathe gave me surprises. And he claimed it was an early pressie for me whattt ?! Thanksie little cunning one. I have to say every girl just love being surprised. Will carry out with our study plan tmr at our all time favourite place that allow us to meet all types of weirdos, both young and old heheh !